Skipping the Yips

After I made you and Crappy realize your mistake about the scoring file,  I've been expecting a plot against me. No, this doesn't confim that I'm paranoid - it just doesn't take a genius to figure that out.   

Feeling the urge to do something about it,  I built my defenses and prayed that you dont turn into this trigger-happy, power-tripping, she-devil that everyone visualize when your name is mentioned. (yes, even in passing)

But this morning, the "transfile" you sent me confirmed my fears - and I felt IT.

de·mor·al·ize       (dĭ-môr'ə-līz', -mŏr'-)  Pronunciation Key 
tr.v.   de·mor·al·ized, de·mor·al·iz·ing, de·mor·al·iz·es

1. To undermine the confidence or morale of; dishearten: an inconsistent policy that demoralized the staff.
2. To put into disorder; confuse.
3. To debase the morals of; corrupt.

Maybe moreso because, my efforts weren't enough to stop the Devil, who wears cheap Parisian sandals and drinks from an unwashed water bottle, from biting me.

Dude, how I enjoyed the irony. Here I am, making people feel better about themselves as much as I can; saying that it's inevitable for good people not to be challenged by uptight junkies; that people like Crappy You and Sanction Sanctita exists BUT that should not bring them down and should rather go to the mattresses.

But Super Thanks to them - I am hit with the Yips.  Yeah, sure, it humbled me for a bit; you know, like - made me realize I'm not indestructible after all.

Yet, I'm not one who embraces the yips and abandon my principles. I may surrender my vengeful ego and trust that Karma swings back in full circle, but I tell you this - you can't crush me that easily.  I believe that somehow, I am watched over by Someone who's way greater than Hiro Nakamura.

And as a Dominican Catholic school girl would say:  Bring it on, suckers! 

House MD Season 3 Episode 21 : "Family"

Dr House: "I think he's got the yips. Steve Blass, Scott Norwood, David Duval all got the yips. Great athletes. Lost their confidence and immediately starting sucking."
Dr. Wilson: "And you're giving him time to work through it?"
Dr. House: "Mm-hmm. Four days. Then he's fired. you don't get better from the yips."